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all your friends will think youre really hip;your dead fad is a fucking disaster

-addiction is in, i guess-

Created on 2004-07-21 23:18:29 (#3902737), last updated 2008-03-22

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Name:	j to the essica
Birthdate:	01-03
Location:	niggaratchi, fuckabitch, Ethiopia

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embrace the emptiness

this night, walk the dead
in the solitary starlight,
crash the cemetery gates.
in the dress your husband hates
lay down, mark the grave
where the search lights find us
drinking by the musalium door
and they found you on the bathroom floor

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that make it so hard

and i call you off the run
singing songs that make you slit your wrist
it isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
so i won't stop dying, won't stop lying
if you want i'll keep on crying
did you get what you deserve?
is this what you always want me for?

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that make it so hard

lay down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that make it so hard

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that make it so hard
made it so hard

lay down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

way down
-my chemical romance "cemetery drive"
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Coming up beyond belief
On this coronary thief
More than just a leitmotif
More chaotic, no relief
I'll describe the way I feel
Weeping wounds that never heal
Can the savior be for real
Or are you just my seventh seal?
No hesitation, no delay
You come on just like special K
Just like I swallowed half my stash
I never ever want to crash
No hesitation, no delay
You come on just like special K
Now you're back with dope demand
I'm on sinking sand
Gravity
No escaping gravity
Gravity
No escaping... not for free
I fall down... hit the ground
Make a heavy sound
Every time you seem to come around
I'll describe the way I feel
You're my new Achilles heel
Can this savior be for real
Or are you just my seventh seal?
No hesitation, no delay
You come on just like special K
Just like I swallowed half my stash
I never ever want to crash
No hesitation, no delay
You come on just like special K
Now you're back with dope demand
I'm on sinking sand
Gravity
No escaping gravity
Gravity
No escaping... not for free
I fall down... hit the ground
Make a heavy sound
Every time you seem to come around
No escaping gravity
No escaping gravity
No escaping gravity
No escaping gravity
Gravity... -placebo "special K"
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the glove compartment is in accurately named
and everybody knows it
so im proposing
a swift orderly change..
cuz behinds its door
theres nothing to keep my fingers warm
and all i find
are souviners from better times
before the gleam
of your taillights fading me
to find..
yourself a better life.
i was searching, for some legal document
as the rain beat down on my hood
when i stumbled upon
pictures i tried to forget..
and thats how this idea
was drilled into my head..
cuz its too important
to stay the way its been
but theres no blame
for how our love did slowly fade
but now that its gone
its like it wasnt there at all
and here i rest
where dissapointment and regret
collide
while im lying awake at night..
all night..when im lying awake at nite.. -deathcab for cutie "title and registration"
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well lets go back to the middle of the day that starts it all
i cant begin to let you know just what im feeling
and now these red ones make you and the blue ones help you fall
and i think ill blow my brains against the ceiling..
and as the fragments of my skull begin to fall..
fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts
and well fly home..well fly home..
you and i, well fly home..
now honestly thats what i said to her
what i said to her
think happy thoughts -my chemical romance "headfirst for halos"
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Just like bums, we used to stay in the slums of LA by the way
Gang-bangers killin' each other for rep, sellin' rock cocaine on my doorstep
Had a ball to bounce plus a bike to ride, but my mamma never would let me play
outside.
But when I got enrolled in elementary school, started bangin' like a fuckin'
fool.
So cool, throwin' up gang signs to the gangster (?), shot an enemy from across
the street
Mamma came home, said she got a good job. Daddy did too. Now they don't squab.
Financially, we improvin'. 2 months later, son, we movin'.
No more duckin' from shotgun shells. Bought a two-story house in East Palmdale.

(give it to me now.)

Palmdale, come back to me.
I need you and I love you, baby.
Palmdale, come back to me.
(Check it out, check it out, check it out.)

No more rats and no more roaches, livin' next door ito football coaches.
Now I got a new place to sell me crack. Now I got little white kids to jack.
I stopped wearin' blue, wasn't trippin' on red. Too busy squabbin' with the
skinheads.
Stupid questions, distract the class. Rubbin' little white girls on the ass.
I didn't really care if I passed or failed, I knew I was headed for the NFL,
Until the playoff game, shoulder got hurt. I thought about my future, layin' in
the dirt.
I can't jump, I can't flinch. Superstar player, ridin' the bench.
Graduate from school? Don't make me laugh. I got an F+ in basic math.
(give it to me now.)

Palmdale, (Hell, yeah.) come back to me.
I gotta do one song for my neighborhood. Bucccoooc!
Palmdale, come back to me.
(check it out.)

I knew I couldn't make it in the white man's world, so I bought me some khakis
and a Geri curl.
I knew I couldn't make it to the NFL, so I went to East Palmdale and started
slingin' yell.
Fo' sho'! I was makin' crazy dough. Shoulda dropped outta school a long time
ago.
Bought a cell phone, like a nut. Now I deliver like Pizza Hut.
I drunk whisky and Bacardi. I sold dope to anybody.
Me and my homies sold dubs and dimes, took turns bustin' rhymes just to pass
the time.
A white man drove up to my spot. He said, í-Hey, homeboy, what you got?í-
I put a fat rock inside his hand. About 25 sheriffs jumped out the van.
(í-Get down, punk.í-)

Palmdale, (Hell, yeah) come back to me.
I need you and I love you, baby.
Palmdale, come back to me.
(check it out, check it out, check it out.)

Can't get drunk. Can't get blunted. LA County, 95 hundred.
Crips wanna take my All-stars. Bloods wanna eat my Snicker bars.
Them peckerwoods don't want none, but the Mexican's straight own one.
Them Essays, (???) that Essays always try to test me,
So I jumped off the bed, cause I ain't no punk. Jammed his head up against the
bunk.
Socked that Cholo in his chin. Black mutha-fuckas scared to jump in.
Sheriff broke it up when we hit the floor. I kept talkin' shit cause I want
some more.
Back in town, we get along with the brown. Now I'm in jail, they tryin' to beat
me down.
Jail is hell, but I'll adapt. Won't hesitate to get in a scrap.
'Cause I'm down for mine, and that's for certain, sittin' in the hole with my
knuckles hurtin'.
(Palmdale)

Palmdale, (Hell, yeah.) come back to me.
I need you and I love you, baby.
Palmdale, come back to me.
(check it out, homeboy.)

Now I got a fucked up life. Two bad kids and a naggin' wife.
Dead end job at the airport. Check too short to pay the house note.
Turn on the TV, then I see different homeboys that went to school with me
Playin' in the NFL. We used to kick back in East Palmdale.
Rodney Williams. Lorenz Tate. Zeno plays for Colorado State.
I wish my homeboys much success, but at the same time, I still get depressed.
Walkin' through the wind with a cup full of gin thinkin' 'bout things that
coulda, woulda, shoulda been.
I wipe my tears, sip my beers, wish good luck to my peers.
(Palmdale.)

Palmdale, come back to me.
I need you and I love you, baby.
Palmdale, come back to me.
Cause that's where my heartache began, heartache began.

Palmdale, come back to me.
I need you and I love you, baby.
Palmdale, come back to me.
Cause that's where my heartache began, heartache began. -afroman "palmdale"
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BOOOOBS!

im closer to the ground than i will ever get to you
dug deep beneath my fingernails im gripping to the floor
searching thru the world always looking for something more
just wait and
and see youre everything i want and dont take this from me
just wait it, and see youre everything i want, dont take this from me..
with these cold winter nights with out you next to me
it feels like 20 below
frost bite on my heart
this pain and suffering are feelings that you dont know.. -hidden in plain view "20 below"
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You're not in this alone
Let me break this awkward silence
Let me go, go on record
Be the first to say I'm sorry
Hear me out,
Well if you take me down
Or would you lay me out
And if the world needs something better
Let's give them one more reason now
We walk in single file
We light up rails and punch our time
Ride escalators colder than a cell
This broken city sky like
butane on my skin
and stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
And in this moment we can't close the lids on burning eyes
Our memories blanket us with friends we know like fallout vapor
Steel corpses stretch out towards and ending sun scorched and black
It reaches in and tears your flesh apart
With ice cold hands and grabs a hold of your heart
That's if you've still got one that's left inside that cave you call a chest
And after seeing what we saw, can we still proclaim our innocence
And if the world needs something better, let's give them one more reason now
This broken city sky like
butane on my skin
and stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here -my chemial romance- "skylines and turnstiles"
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okay..

Late dawns and early sunsets, just like my favorite scenes
Then holding hands and life was perfect, just like up on the screen
And the whole time while always giving
Counting your face among the living
Up and down escalators, pennies and colder fountains
Elevators and half price sales, trapped in by all these mountains
Running away and hiding with you
I never thought they'd get me here
Not knowing you changed from just one bite
I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight
But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But would anything matter if you're already dead?
And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
And would anything matter if you're already dead?
And now should I be shocked by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories defeat us,
And I'll end this direst.
But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But does anything matter if you're already dead?
And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed? my chemical romance-"early sunsets over monroeville"
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I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created
You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted
Now that you know I'm trapped since ovulation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh
You will suck the life out of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this? -muse "time is running out"

"you come on just like special k"

i'll never live the life of a pretty girl

here is me, looking at a picture of you wondering what the fuck happened to your face..ahh!

and lastly, another headshot of a dirty ol' BASTUD (bastard i know whatever nig)